No hubby, no bf, no car, no ability to buy a private apartment,
no job, no children, no commitments, no more academic breakthru to
achieve.
Whats there for me in Singapore?
The longer I stay, the longer my mother is gonna drag her heels and
keeps on harrassing me so as to keep her prodigal son burden
free.
I was a dumping ground. I was the one that will say: Okay, I will
help. Okay I will take the crap and swallowed it lock stock and
barrel.
So she can look like the oh so capable mother she really
isnt?
So that I am the only one, with the ability or the necessity to pay
off her debts. Or her sole excuse to borrow monies from others so
as to give to her son and appears like she is sooooo capable and
gracious?
What? I may most likely end up a single stay in the background
sister that only family members will tolerate because I
provide?
No. I choose to be in the background doing support. I chose. But I
cant be there forever to catch anyone falling. Who was there to
catch me? Who can catch me if i fall?
Mother is the only reason I procastinated. Its about time I set my
mother free.
